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Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 6:03 AM
It hurts to be so near yet so far.why do i have to sacrifice when i dont stand to gain anything at all except pain and sadness.Why me? One side is family,the other are my beloved.how can i even be forced to choose??
life makes a fool of of us everytime.why?i can sing but i am restricted from pursuing my dream.i am forced to study when it is the thing i hate the most in the world.i love to study history,especially about ancient egypt and ancient Greece.it fascinates me.there's something about the magic of ancient egypt and the immense power of the greek gods that captivate me.
i dont feel like a belong.i mean,in this world.i feel like i'm meant for something greater.the things that i experience now might be to prepare me for what's going to happen.i know it sounds weird.but i just feel so detached from this world.Land of fantasy and mystery never fail to excite me.it makes me feel better,stronger even.