fresh new term.fresh new start.starting training at training restaurants horizons and visions.theory for 5 weeks then practical all the way until next month.so boring.yawnz...


today only learn how to place tablecloth and change tablecloth.and i'm too short.had to tiptoe just to fold the bloody thing.its like doing yoga.its like so damn longer than my height.both mentors said tablecloth cant touch the floor.crap.nana say wear stilettos to TR.haha.good idea.

next thing.when we had to learn how to change dirty tablecloths with new ones,my whole body had to press against the table.and yet still cant reach the table ends.wa lao.everyone was laughing can.hands short,height short,legs short.wth.i jokingly said if the dirty tablecloth got spaghetti sauce or gravy i confirm whole body kena.sian



B is distancing himself from me.its so obvious.but i understand.B needs the time to adjust to the situation.and its time for me to move on too.with B's reaction.i know it will never be possible.since the start,i always knew.yet.like what people say.you really cant control how you feel right?


everyone keeps telling me C is trying to like,erm...sort of sabotage my friendship with B cos C has feelings for me.but others in class tell me to see for myself.time will tell.my head tells me nah,he will like me meh?? but.....i just have that gut feeling.should i trust it? i think not.i'll just wait and see. =) don't make things more complicated than it is now.




love is mysterious one would agree,
two complete strangers in unison impossible it may seem
yet the passion and affection can survive the seven seas
although the unison is only for days it may be
love at first sight is a rare scene indeed
but i choose to believe wholeheartedly
as i patiently await for the arrival of the chosen he