at sch i just broke all contact wif my closest fren bear bear.i had no choice.now my mom control until i cant have frens at sch.she think dat since most of them smoke,then they will force me smoke and turn me into gangster.siao zhar bo la she.i had to even set up new fb acc just so dat i can talk freely(and i use dat acc to cause chaos in mi grp then leave,make them think i'm d bad guy).but everybody just thinks i'm a loser who wont own up to her mistakes.its better this way than they pity me or what.the more they pity me the more sad i will be.

if i say im nt sad is lying la.cos 3 mths together with them was so good.1st time in my life i felt wanted,needed.but i gotta do what i have to do.my mom always win in the end.

about my singing.my mom argued with daddy say why let me go singing classes.no matter go how many classes i'll only be sophia chua,not THE sophia chua.famous and all.i guess she only thinks about the fame part.but lady gaga etc all also nvr just come out LIKE THAT.Lady Gaga had produced albums before she became lady gaga.she was very unpopular.why she's so famous now?cos she believed the she can make a comeback someday.

i dun wanna give up.really.music is part of my life now.if i give it up,i will never be the same.i will change.the happy-go-lucky girl will become cool,uncaring and bo chap.which u want? haha.everyone also want the present me.everyone also say what for give up your music for just one person.no matter how much she will be angry that i pursue my dream,she will always be my mum.at a certain point of time she will accept me for who i am,and not who she wants me to be.

parents are always like that.when you are slowly climbing the ladder of success,they will keep dragging you down.when u finally reach your goal,they support u all the way.funny rite?its as if they just want the fame to hao lian.

"wa,my daughter is superstar ah! your daughter no talent ah!"chey.and they take some credit too at the end.suddenly they will say u owe me this u owe me that,and,if i nvr let u go singing u can become like that ah,a superstar.so U OWE ME.true right,if u think.they just take credit.all the hard wrk u put in they dont care.they will say "aiya,easy can,singing,just la la la lor.how hard can it be?"

the music industry is THAT HARD.thats why im wrkin hard at haidie.i wanna be a singer.thats the best place i will get my chance.JinSha was a student at haidie then become singer.if i get to show the director of haidie what i am capable of,then i will strike gold la.wish me luck guys!

WL
Mavis



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