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-Sophia a.k.a Cheesecake
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Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 3:20 AM

hey guys.went to stardust 2010 semi finals today.nah.cant get into finals.the 1st judge said i got no feelings in the song(which i did put in lor,did your ears fella).2nd judge also say i sing no feelings.what the heck.last judge even worse.nothing to comment.like statue.for display.

anyway.its a new start for me.at least i could get into semi finals.24 out of 80 people.great accomplishment for me.now finals is 10 out of 24.hard.i try next year.AGAIN.let me see.2 times i joined.wow.another time i make record already haha.

my new slogan:"CANT STOP,WONT STOP"

i dont know if its my problem or just that the judges just dont like me.15 competitions and

counting.none i ever go finals.why? i myself also dont know.at least now the competitions i go this year i made it to AT LEAST semi-finals.i'm happy guys.seriously.haha.gotta work harder.

everyone say my voice is ok.fine.good.but why judges dont like.i tried to give element of surprise today at stardust 2010.guess what.i myself was shocked.cos.1st i look younger than my age.2nd i speak softly and sing loudly.but the judges got no expression at all.as in zilch.nothing.they just sat there.take notes and all.

my dad say work hard in haidie a.k.a ocean butterflies pte ltd.so that they will talent-spot me.he says going to competitions is a waste of time.why?cos the judges want you to "BE LIKE THE REST".cmon.i'm me.she's her.how can i BE like her.and there's no way she can BE me.

people are unique for a reason.i will work hard.get into more competitions.cos.music is my life.without it,i wouldn't be here today.god gave me this talent.i ain't gonna give up just like that.everyone can sing.but not everyone has the voice,the expressions,the feelings.

thanks daddy.u reminded me yhat singing is about. its not JUST about singing.i enjoyed the semi finals today.it felt like it were my own personal concert.for the first time,i wasn't scaredi'm really surprised.i finally sang the song MY WAY,not how people want me to.thats called out of the box,originality.

.i did it for grandpa,the man who led me into my musical wonderland.the man who inspired me to sing in the first place.i love you grandpa.may your musicality stay with me for the many years to come. =)