1st night damn havoc.bear bear and lizzie got drunk.completely K.O.i drank too.vodka red bull,vanilla vodka coke and what ah.....oh ya.beefeater cranberry juice.funny.i was actually surprised i wasn't drunk.haha.cos tsunami.i'm a very good girl(ahem).non-drinker.people who stayed overnight 1st night were:liz,bear bear,nana,erin,abby,g-deong,papa lime and of cos me.

2nd night started to get boring.cos the havoc kinda people all went home.haha.erin and nat i mean.sail,linus and kat came to stay over.

in the middle of the night papa lime came to find me cos 1st night i told him i like B.he told B that "he should know(about me liking B).i know papa's intentions were good.cos he dont wanna see me get so crazy over B i think.he dont wanna see me get hurt.i know.

is just that line B say "i only chase one skirts,i don't go around chasing many skirts".very weird lor.so means that if i told him earlier i like him maybe different scenario?i didnt dare tell him mah.cos he said he got crush on his music school friend.i thought he wanna ask her bgr.

i feel so troubled right now.seriously.no offence papa.but i think u made me look like i so despo to have B like that.i'm just fond of him.i write poems when i'm inspired.not just recently then got the habit.i always burn my poems after writing them.he resembles my dad.in some ways.i'm attracted to him cos of that.no other reasons.

i just hope it clears up when term 2 starts.i'm crossing my fingers.

new term.new start.closer friendships

something happened at the chalet.details.erm.....i cant say.its to protect the people involved.but i just thought of something.even though my panic attack started,i remembered someone patting my head to calm me down.if i wasn't wrong,it was B.it was during that time i changed my view of B.cos he never does that.be a man or anything man-ish.but that second,he seemed to change into someone u could count on during sad times..concerned about a fellow classmate.i calmed down a little cos of that.and thanks to nana too.if not for her.i would've hyperventilated.thanks.to both of u.

WL
Mavis



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