my feelings for B never change a slightest bit.now in school my classmates all tease me say i should like Jerry,Jerry very cute and all.but.........my heart stick to B like a post-it note.B's still with HER.i'm not exactly THAT jealous until i wanna break them apart.like what people say.if the one u love is happy with someone else,u should be happy for him/her.

i wonder if my decision is wrong.to stick to B and not try to find someone else to be with.there's a tightness in my chest i can't loosen now.i feel i can't breathe.i wonder why.is this true love that many people can't explain?is this the feeling that every couple wants to feel and can't cos sometimes the love's not true?


i wanna cry so bad.yet my mind stops me.it puzzles me.i see B everyday.yet.i can't tell him how i feel.it's...........torturing.i don't just wanna be friends.i wanna..............

you're so near,yet so far.haiz.i just hope it stops.the feelings i mean.i want it to stop.that electricity,the funny gut feeling i can't explain.but another part of me tells me to hold on.someday i will be rewarded.someday...........




my heart is thumping,
the adrenaline is pumping,
all over my body till i can't breathe,
that tight feeling i can't get rid,
is taking over me and suffocating me,
i'm hurting inside badly,
o how i wish i could stop it,
and just move on like nothing's happening,
yet my mind tells me to think differently,
to be persistent and just let it be,
for one day he might start to see,
my feelings for him is as true as it can be.