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[[ Shytekian Spirit]]

Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 3:51 AM

i thought life would change for the better in a new environment.maybe i was wrong.i feel so helpless and lost,like a wind vane aimlessly pointing nowhere.i miss the beatty sec clique.i dunno why.maybe cos got lesser conflict there.the vibes i got were confusing and certainly not clear cut here at my new school.i back stab you then vice versa.i'm so sick and tired of the same drama replayin' (lyk some spoiled VCR tape) all over again every single day.why we have to split like red sea(left and right)??? i don't even know who to trust now.people from both sides are equally good,but yet somehow,both sides can't click.is it cos we don't have a stronger leader???

i hope we could be united,no matter how long it takes.we have to stay strong and support each other.Hotel Management is gruelling and sometimes with the pressure of so many projects in such a short period of time,anyone would burst out crying any minute.i've seen 2 people crying cos of the intense pressure(1 more was from another class).i too cried.not cos i wanted to.cos it was simply too much.system overload.

try to be united people.i am willing to do ANYTHING.a class should be like mochi(haha.that's what minami said),sticky and inseparable.i hope by end of this year we can sort out all our differences and just BE TOGETHER AS A WHOLE.ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE.where has the shytekian spirit gone to???

we all can do it,the only thing that stands in our way is our decisions.one wrong move and poof,everything is gone,FOR GOOD.

c'mon people,don't tell me you like seeing the class this way.there's bound to be conflict,but make it a small one.correct our mistakes,learn from them,understand and put yourselves in each others shoes.correct other people's mistakes too.guide them,not mislead them and they will learn too.in this way will we be united,one big family.a team.

you all think i'm bullshitting right? i agree.having a good leader/class rep to staple us together like paper is not a privilege every class would have.but,NOBODY is BORN to be a leader.u gotta LEARN to be a good leader.one who UNDERSTANDS,EMPATHISE,NEUTRAL in times of conflict.everyone CAN be a leader,that's why,choices are so important.(.eg. it is not the importance of a project deadline that matters,but your decision.if u decide to do it late,then hand up late work.but if you choose to do earlier than expected,u hand in your work early.)

u voluntarily choose to be a leader,not people point then "ok,u do".NO.take the initiative.the first step.ONLY then will there be a solution to this "Red Sea" problem.BE FIRM.LEAD.

u can't solve the problem just by moaning every single day that the class is separated then ask u solve the problem then u say "like THAT lor,WHAT TO DO??".you sit there just do nothing.of cos no solution.no action no nothing from you.those supposed to take action do nothing.those NOT supposed to take action one leh "action" lor(berrie,u-know-who).

haiz.i wonder how long i can take this.i am just one person.even IF i wanted to do something,i doubt people would listen to me.i look small,i sound small.people won't take me seriously.i am just one among many.