Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 12:23 AM
hi guys.haha.nvr update blog.sianz.im at loss for words now.just got the x from my boss at
 mac.seems im nt cut out for mc cafe.i wonder what went wrong.what i did to change their
 minds,especially.im nt sayin i blame her.is just dat.............they jus din tell me what i did
 wrong,leavin me hangin in the balance.what should i do??? my heart feels its gonna explode
 anytime soon.its hurts so bad i wanna cry.yet,funny,the tears cant seem to come out.i accepted
 all the major setbacks of my life,but the "suay-ness" i have in my life like cant use up.i feel
 helpless,useless.they're using u,my dad said.c if i lose my cool.testing me.in a corner.see if i
 really explode till i cant hold out any longer.THEY"RE WRONG.I WILL BE
 BACK.............someday.........u watch me................
i will hold on.many people have seen that i worked hard towards my goal.knew.observed and
 seen that i deserved it.they can help me.they will.only when i ask.
Boss said i wasn't sociable enough.do i need my friends and relatives to sign a petition????
 proof.evidence dat im nt the same person u c in mcdonalds??? u said i had no confidence.y?u
 dont ask.there's stiff competition in mac.comparing me and sherry about lobby selling.so what if
 she can sell more drinks at the lobby.its the heart that counts.its not customer service.the way
 she does things.i hate it.selling has to come from deep down your heart.if nt.what is customer
 service??? she complains about the customers scolding us.we were meant to be scolded.its part
 of customer service dumbo.quit if u cant stand it.
i could sit here n type all my frustration here all day.yet,i don feel its a solution.i gotta pick
 myself up again.i gotta go back to mc cafe.isn't that the ONLY reason im working at mac??? to
 promote?wish me luck guys.
    
    
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