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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 11:54 PM

im sick again.panic attack.i dun even want dis illness can.it runs in d family.i scolded

god 1st tym in d hospital last yr.y mi? sm more during o lvl?what wrong did i do?i dont smoke,i

go church regularly........etc.........practically im quite a model daughter.

i tot mi mum would understand wad i went thru. nope. she didnt even giv a DAMN!

"eat more rubbish food la!mac, kfc,pizza hut!u shiver until die i oso wont call ambulance for u!u deserve it! dont listen to mi la!"

can u imagine.......im sitting on mi bed shivering away cos attack cm again n dere she

is standing at d door scolding mi n make things worse.nvr even help mi can!dad sm

more had 2 take time off frm wrk juz 2 bring mi go c doc.ass la mi mum.dad nid 2

wrk.she still havent go wrk.who more free sia?!???!??!?

i still cant believe.mi own birth mother.n she treat mi attack lyk i fake it liddat.hello.i gt

so free play tis kind of prank on u meh?@#$%^&*!@#$%^!@#$

i dunno y.mi brain lyk sm ting wrong.i still forgive her.she's mi mum after all.i kip

reminding myself.i cant bring myself 2 hate her.

cm back frm H.S Lee Clinic at yishun.dad scold mum say:

"pls la.ur daughter liddat can ke lian her???".she was lyk:

"ke lian wad? fake one la.attention seeker"

"doc already confirm gt panic attack.can u act more concerned?!"

"concerned about wad?last tym i young i sick n giddy still ownself go c doc.who ke lian mi?!?!"

"times change!ur daughter cant even walk properly to d clinic juz nw.u wan her 2 walk

d road den u noe she blur blur juz walk den kena langgar by car den u happy issit?!??!?

?!?"

wa.i tell u.d moment he yelled,mi mum juz shaddup liao.apparently.she finally

kip quiet.nw u c wad kinda mum mine is.ignorant,selfish,inconsiderate.i past life do

wad wrong ting den gt dis kinda mum???haiz. =(

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